Grandpa ❤️❤️❤️

 Happy 103 birthday 

Grandpa,Your 103rd birthday draws my heart close, hugging you across the gentle veils. You were giver and healer to every soul, touching lives with hands like soft moonlight and endless love. 

I remember you holding my small hand, walking me through Ramakrishna Ashram garden, training me to lean on spiritual strength, to surrender all. The responsibility you placed on me was huge—even as you left, I tried carrying it, offering it up in Shiva's abode. 

As Rumi whispers, what we do for ourselves fades, but what we do for others endures forever—like your gifts to us all.

Your sankalpa wove our family as one—me and Amma, holding it alive, like the dream you breathed into us. Amma joined you in heaven ten moons ago, both swaying free in Shiva's tender dance. So blessed you are there, wrapped in His quiet light together.

Thank you, Grandpa, a million times over, for her—your wonderful daughter, my guru, the warmth in my days. May you, Amma, Daddy, Chikkama, and Mama all be happy forever in Shiva's abode.

I love you forever.

Your little girl,

Promise in Time's Cup

Sweet Rascal's Warm Echo

Your caring warmth wrapped me like a soft shawl,
Nurturing my peace, guarding your family's light.

Who knew our liking ran this deep after sixteen years?

A hidden stream, now seen, but risking it would break us both.​

You are too good a flirt, sweet rascal, hitting women like me right at the sweet spot—master of words that melt, you'll always be my Maddy with that seductive voice.

Both sharing that same intense romance, wish we had known each other well sixteen years back.A promise of coffee date and kiss made then, still waiting to bloom in time's gentle hand.

When time settles us, longing still alive in our hearts,Life might bring us back as true allies, no chains.

Till then, in the quiet, our genuine warmth and desire forge strength 💜 

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I WILL lOVE YOU THOUSAND WAYS

Love's conversation with her Beloved, Beloved asked will you love me or leave for another Man.

 

 
Love replied, I have know you for a while now,
I know you deep like you never knew yourself before,
I know what you seek , your likes/dislike, your strength and your Weakness,
I have worked hard to understand you with all my might coz you were cold to open up.
 
I remember you and so shall our love story, which evolved beyond chaos,
Glad I stayed whenever I wanted to walk away, I knew I was paired up for a karmic purpose,
A reason beyond my understanding, then you came up with your story,
I knew the hurt of your troubled past but I saw you holding on to your past and curbing the "Now".

You were hurt many a times before but now my beloved you are with love,
She has seen you, accepted you for who you are,
She sees potential of this relationship which can evolve by seeing the strengths of each other,
Love has been hurt before but she is willing to risk herself to see her beloved grow and she says this,
Beloved just surrender to Love, for her love can heal you and take you to your purpose in life.
 

Love replied " I don't need to love a thousand men, but can love you a thousand ways".
You will be my baby, my strength to fight in life and my sweet nothing as well,
I open the doors of my ever flowing love and allow you to taste the sweet nectar,
I will show you my way, just let go the past and come with me to a new world which we can create.
 
I shall take you close to my arms, feel you and smell every breath of you,
I shall lead you to the cleansing act, I shall bathe you in milk and rose petals amidst ever burning candles and incenses,
Gently wrap you around me in the highest peak of our oceanic view, gentle breeze stroking our fragranced bodies and soothing all our hurts of the past,
While the sensual music play around us, I shall kiss and evoke your soul,
Every gentle touch leading us to the highest sensation and uniting our awakened self,
Our moments movement create the magnificent symphony, making our souls one. 
 
Love concluded when our souls becomes one, it asks for nothing and becomes one with the Universe. My love should be the strength to fight your weakness away,
Our love should bring out the best in us not the other way,
Beloved I have given my whole self in this short meeting, it's up to you to value this relationship and take it forward or make a happy ending with creating a new self of you.
 

 
 
 
 
 
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Hold Me For A While

I know this won't last ever, so hold me for a while before the morning takes you away!!!
My shivering soul needs you like never before, coz you're the only one who can give the warmth and save me from the chain of events happening in my life.






You and I were never meant to be together but we are in each other all the time,
I protect you inside my warm heart, our love is one of a kind !!
Thou miles apart , not speaking to each other still we communicate with each other,
My soul gets its hope thinking of you ,
In distress the thought of being in your protective arms saves me!!

God gave us short span of lifetime to spend with each other,
Many a things we wanted to achieve together and do together,
But then he took you away from me! left me completely lifeless!
I gained my strength when I met the wrong ones in life.

For all the wrong people I met till date, you were  the only  right one who I met in life,
You turned my weakness into my strength,
Your presence in life is like a light house always guiding me,
God moved us apart to keep this longingness in our hearts guess for a reason,
And today I got to know why, coz that space is not worth giving anyone!!!

"Some guys feel the need to love a thousand different girls,
but a real man knows how to love one woman a thousand different ways "
You were my REAL one.

Dedicated this to you my love, "Your Bride forever"!!!!
Hold me 4 a while




 

Intruded

You did not ask, you intruded my world!!
Your long years of yearning is spent, here you will dwell only in mortality!

Anouk in her discussions with her Eternal Mate :

Anouk asks does virtue has any fate...I see none who worries about it these days.
Eternal Mate( EM), unveils a story long forgotten by Anouk i.e. "Love".
The naked truth which stands solely is "Virtue" .
“When virtues are pointed out first, flaws seem less insurmountable.”


Everyone has desired to touch only your body not your soul.
I see none making an effort to go beyond the body, they have forgotten that transcending the body exists eternity.
"Engulf my soul not my body"
Body is only a bridge connecting to the soul, do not linger in the bridge long, once it decays you cannot crossover.
Don't be a fool to think owning my body you can engulf my soul.
Move beyond the ordinary and make it extraordinary.
"Extraordinary gets its transition from ordinary".

Anouk you have transcended the ordinary, you have travelled a long distinct path alone with spirit of warrior and childlike curiosity.
You have gone beyond the known, which is seldom difficult to explain those who have not travelled your path.
You haven't met your guide in your extraordinary world, the crossroad is a pain, pain of death is nothing in front of it.
You cannot come back, coming back will irk your soul.
Only moving ahead will give you hope, you will gain strength in time.
It's time not to look back.

You're the true calling for yourself, your true spirit waits for it's culmination.
This is not the end...
It is the beginning.
You cannot falter now.
If you trust nothing else,
Trust this long forgotten virtue of yours,
"Trust love, for love, if it finds you worthy, will lead your course".




 

Dare to sail again

"Love is the cure, for your pain will keep giving birth to more pain

until your eyes constantly exhale love as effortlessly as your body yields its scent.”~Rumi

Your Ship is on its way, the arrival time has come.
Be brave to chop off the bruised branch coz it will grow again,
Let go your resentment , hurt and pain, be brave to open up again and sail coz time has come.
It's been a long wait at the anchor, you were meant to sail, time has come to move from your anchor.
Let yourself free to the winds and dare to sail to a disparate place, for it may hold the treasure chest which you have been seeking for long.

You have killed your inner child hence you no longer feel the joy of simple things which you used to relish, the feel of drenching in rain, cool breeze gently swaying your hair and kissing your cheeks. 
Wake up girl ,wake up, you aren't dead.
Feeling of love was everything to you...what happened to you now? wake up the pain is over.
All emotions including the most difficult ones exist for a reason to help you.
Move beyond your emotional pain, death is not the end it's only the beginning.

A new day has come, the day you have waited for long.
Dare to jump into the magical ship which will sail you to the far away magical land you intended.
Don't you give up on your dreams and hopes .....don't let yourself to wither away ...
Be bold to chop the branch which is infected and dare to soar to the place you always intended. 
Life's best deserve second chances, zeal ahead with new born spirit :)

I must go to the sea again, to the lonely sea and the sky.

And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by.

Listen to your heart 

The Blessed Hour

Ah, the quite, blessed hour
The hour of union and fulfillment
The hour of joy complete!
Bereft of self,
Bereft of thought,
In dream you are real
 
My slumbering mind, breathing your lingering thoughts revive me
My heart is eager in reaching out to you
The day I see you in my dream, there abides joy and peace
 
Save a little bit of yourself for me
That I am wholly yours
And all in you I am contained.
I am lost and lost is all but in "YOU"
 
Give a little bit of yourself; it will keep all my troubles away
As each day pass by I think you weary from my mind
But how wrong I was!!
Each passing day especially during the waxing moon, you climb on my thoughts
On full lit moon you come in my dream
And stay longer and shower me with love
 
Just a little bit of your love every day is all I need!!!
And yeah you give me butterflies inside.......

Little bit of love